Just another lazy Saturday?
It’s a lazy Saturday. Yet I woke up with my back feeling like someone had taken hammers to it. It hurts like hell. Had to take some Motrin to make it through the morning. Is this what getting old is supposed to feel like?
I had a birthday a week ago and I wonder if my body hit a pain milestone? Or is this an indication that my health is deteriorating due to my emotional eating habits and lack of exercise? Perhaps it is a combination of both.
What should I do? I am best motivated when angry. I haven’t been fueled by the total rage that gets me in the gym. Lately, aside from being mad at the kids for general kid-like behavior, I find that I have less to be angry about.
Now that I don’t work outside of the home, I find I have fewer problems in general. I have less to be pissed off about, fewer idiots tap dancing on my last nerve. Great for my stress, not so great when I need the motivation to get me going back to the gym. So what to do…
I will continue to sit here until further developments arise.


