• Thoughts and Ponderings

    Actively Studying and Other Dilemmas…

    When I say I didn’t study for a test, what I really mean is I didn’t study as much as I could have and probably wanted to. I had concerns going back to college this late in the game. Would I be able to keep up? Would my knowledge be relevant? Would I feel out of place, unprepared, or worse, intimidated by younger students who didn’t have a decades long gap in their academic resume? I have been concerned…

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    Divorced. Now what?

    Failure Is Not an Option…

    So I have a goal for the end of this month: to feel (and noticeably look) more fit. I would like to be able to say that I am only motivated by personal improvement… but I’m not that noble! Mr Horrible is arriving for a visit, and Lord knows I don’t want to be found worse off than when I left! I gained 20 lbs since I moved here to Texas. I know I sank into an unhealthy depression, after the big move, the trauma from the move, and emotions (mine and the children’s) crashed on me all at once. It doesn’t make me feel better to see the evidence…