Recompense of a Liar

Why do liars think that they are entitled to the truth? Their deceptive actions show me they can’t handle the truth! So what’s a girl to do when she has to make moves that put her in the awkward position of having to trust the bastard that got you in the mess you’re in? Why, treat him like he likes to be treated: With the best Oscar winning portrayal of “The Truthful Wife”. He deserves no better, at least I think so.

I had to file for divorce knowing that at any point in the process he could do something crazy that could put my safety and/or my sanity at risk. I wish I could be less dramatic, but I couldn’t help but feel under attack after having the veil on my marriage lifted. When my eyes were opened and I saw just what a scumbag he was, and the depths of his betrayal, yeah, I felt a little dramatic. Sometimes revenge is a choice I have to make. I had no plans to start falling apart at the seams, not while living in the enemy camp.

So I kept all of my plans from him. He was and still is the enemy. I was leaving him, taking my kids with me and getting as far as I could manage as quickly as I could. F*ck him. He asked me all the time what I was going to do. Why bozo? So you can talk strategy with your whore married girlfriend who can then work you up into a frenzy and concoct a plan for you to screw me? I don’t think so. I knew he wasn’t capable of planning anything devious on his own, he wasn’t in the habit of making decisions, that’s what 14 years of marriage showed me. Seemed a fair assumption that it would take another person making him do something or he doing something to impress/please the other person to catalyze him to “Do Something”. So isolate him from the mastermind and he is powerless to do anything but react.

Plan A was a success. He was caught with his pants down mentally at every crossroad decision that had to be made with his agreement: custody agreement, property settlement, my moving arrangements, the court date, etc. All the biggies.

So now almost a month and a half later, this jackass calls me to complain about the crap he finds himself in, and why does he call me? He is hoping that I’ll feel sorry for him and sacrifice myself for him and solve his problems for him. Then he’s all shocked: You lied to me? Lied by omission, sure! What did he expect from me, the truth?! F*ck that!! I’m glad he is unhappy about something. The sorry asshat isn’t sorry about the atrocities he committed and the lies he told and the love he spit back in my face. So he might as well wallow in the muck like the pig he is.

Payback is bad, payback for a liar is a real beeyotch. Enjoy it!