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Ode To a Cat – Rebreaking My Heart
Ode to my cat. Grief is a heartless bitch, and she's come a knocking on my door again.
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Reverse Body Dysmorphia
Every time I pass the staff bathroom mirror I think — is that really what other people see? On growing up told my worth was my appearance, and what that costs.
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The COVID Diaries Day 34 – The Epiphany
Recently I have been pondering, despite all the uncertainty in the world, in my life, why am I not more depressed? I should have, given the patterns of the past, fallen into despair over my current situation. So why haven’t I?
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2020 – Hindsight and the New Year
I don’t know how I managed to completely miss that at the end of this year, not only will it be a new year, but an entirely new DECADE. Where the hell have I been, and what the fuck have I been doing that I missed that memo? Oh, yeah, that’s right. My personal life had fallen apart and I have spent the last year rebuilding it from the ground up.
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Treading Water in a Pool of Misery – Abandoned by a Stranger
Today I had the rug pulled out from under me. At the start of the day someone dropped an information bomb on me and my insides sank. I’ve been trying to climb out of this pit of despair all day to no avail. But for all of this to make sense, I have to start a the beginning, so let’s go back to 2018.
